Theres just so much I want to say..
Theres probably not nearly enough lines.
ANd I bet theres probably some things words cannont express.
And maybe even rhyme.

I hate that I can't tell you everything.
And if I did, it still just wouldn't matter.
Because you don't care about the things I say.
Or about me for the matter.

I hate that when I look at you.
I crumble deep inside.
And when I you say hey to me.
You'll just walk right past me, and sigh.

I hate to see you smile.
Because it brightens my day.
I hate to look into your eyes.
Because there a dead give away.

I hate that when I look at you.
Your the only one I see.
And when I know you look at me.
You look right past me.

I just can't stand.
The thought that you..
Nearly don't know how much I care.
How much that I would die for you.
And love you like no other.

I see so many good things about you.
That I've been looking for, for a very long time.
And now that i've finally found it.
I've lost all hope and my time.

I hate that when I want to tell you things.
I can never begin to type a word.
Because I know if I start it again.
I'll just start sheding tears.

I expected so much for my future this year.
When I thought about, wanting your love.
I expected to be called miss rozziono.
And to say hey, whats up?

I can barely say that to you.
Even now I really can't.
Before then i probably could.
Because I loved you less then.

Does my beginning have an ending?
Is it happy? Is it sad?
Crr are your initials.
Your my dearest loving Christopher.

And I just want you to know.
That these are my final words..
And well..
I'll always love you...forever...and for more...

~Love Maria Eleora Davis~

..i'm only hoping one day that you will see me as someone other than the other race...