Theres just so much I want to say..
Theres probably not nearly enough lines.
ANd I bet theres probably some things words cannont express.
And maybe even rhyme.

I hate that I can't tell you everything.
And if I did, it still just wouldn't matter.
Because you don't care about the things I say.
Or about me for the matter.

I hate that when I look at you.
I crumble deep inside.
And when I you say hey to me.
You'll just walk right past me, and sigh.

I hate to see you smile.
Because it brightens my day.
I hate to look into your eyes.
Because there a dead give away.

I hate that when I look at you.
Your the only one I see.
And when I know you look at me.
You look right past me.

I just can't stand.
The thought that you..
Nearly don't know how much I care.
How much that I would die for you.
And love you like no other.

I see so many good things about you.
That I've been looking for, for a very long time.
And now that i've finally found it.
I've lost all hope and my time.

I hate that when I want to tell you things.
I can never begin to type a word.
Because I know if I start it again.
I'll just start sheding tears.

I expected so much for my future this year.
When I thought about, wanting your love.
I expected to be called miss rozziono.
And to say hey, whats up?

I can barely say that to you.
Even now I really can't.
Before then i probably could.
Because I loved you less then.

Does my beginning have an ending?
Is it happy? Is it sad?
Crr are your initials.
Your my dearest loving Christopher.

And I just want you to know.
That these are my final words..
And well..
I'll always love you...forever...and for more...

Love Maria Eleora Davis

..i'm only hoping one day that you will see me as someone other than the other race...