Confusing thoughts, feelings control me

I am held in their power

No sense of control of knowing.

I was happy, so happy

I had everything I wanted

Now I want more

Am I not satisfied

A temporary moment of madness

Takes me further

A strong love for one

I have in my veins

Whilst another

Burdens my thoughts

Why oh cruel fate

Do you whisk me in your Love stringed path

Why do you torment me

With fantasies and love

I can never have

I can't fight you

You are an invisible force

You laugh at me

I cannot stop you

I cannot shake you until you stop

I must continue on

The pain of love burdening my heart

A love for two men

Both wrong

Why oh fate can't I be left alone.