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This all started when I decided to dump my boyfriend, Keith, but was
too much of a coward to do it. All of this because I couldn't gut up the
courage to dump him to his face, let alone in the same country. The last
six weeks of my life have been hell. Before I tell you more about my
situation, I'll start from the beginning so you can come to your own
conclusions about this mess.
Valentines' Day, February 14th, 2002, the day my life came into
perspective:
It had been a bad day from the start. I woke up late, burnt my hair
with the hair-dryer, spilt coffee on my new blouse, my new expensive
blouse, missed the 8:30 train to Central, had the boss threatening to fire
me because I was late, again (sigh), and on top of all that an unknown kind
of rash had broken out on my neck forcing me to wear a turtle-neck in
summer, albeit late summer. And that was just the start of the day.
I had been typing up reports for district management when a huge bunch
of red roses, brought in by a personal messenger, arrived. There were so
many flowers you couldn't even see the messenger and the sweet, sharp scent
of roses engulfed the whole office.
Since my desk faced the clear glass doors, which was the entrance, I
got the first glimpse of them. When the messenger stepped into the office,
he looked around the room, on seeing me at my desk, he started towards me.
My heart started to beat a little faster. Me being the fool I am,
thought they might be from Keith.
Setting the flowers carefully on the desk, the messenger asked softly,
"Are you Amelia Hardings?"
Disappointment ripped through me. The welcoming smile I had on my face
quivered slightly. Reinforcing the smile, I shook my head. I quietly
pointed to a woman who was talking into a headset, unaware she was being
observed.
The courier gave me a brilliant smile, then deftly pulled a long
stemmed rose out of the whole cluster, handing it to me with a bow, winking
when he straightened up, thanking me.
I held the rose and absentmindedly stroked the soft petals, bringing it
up to my nose to smell. The office went silent as the messenger continued
on his way. Amelia, still talking didn't notice the messenger or the
silence.
The messenger cleared his throat loudly until he got her attention.
When she looked up, she stared at the bouquet for so long until the
messenger said, "Amelia Hardings?"
Swallowing visibly, she nodded. Messenger guy smiled indulgently and
presented the bouquet with a flourish, handing her an envelope at the same
time.
Ripping open the envelope, Amelia gave a surprised but delighted
squeal. Then suddenly another man came in, this time with a big, gift
wrapped box which hid his face, and he went in the same direction as the
first messenger. Before he reached her desk, he set down the package on the
floor, took off the lid and pulled a little velvet box from it. Going down
on one knee in front of the desk, guy #2 started to say, "Will you m..."
but couldn't finish because Amelia had come around the desk and thrown
herself at him, joyously sobbing and repeatedly saying, "yes, yes, yes!"
Although nothing as dramatic happened for the rest of the day, bunches
of flowers and floral arrangements kept arriving from then on till the end
of the work day. Every time an uniformed messenger entered through those
doors, I dreaded it, yet hope filled me every time, only leaving me feeling
disappointed.
When five o'clock came around I felt drained and ready to curl up on my
couch and have a good cry. The train was crowded as always because of peak
hour when everyone was going home. I felt someone pressing up against me,
so I shifted away a little, but it seemed the pressure was intentional.
When I looked over my shoulder to tell the person off, I saw that a middle
aged man in a suit, had fallen asleep on my shoulder. Embarrassed and
wondering what to do, I looked around and saw that a couple of people were
staring at me, sniggering.
A blush crept up my cheeks causing one of my observers to laugh aloud,
which dissolved into a fit of coughing when I glared at him.
When I tried to shrug the man off, he started listing towards the floor
so I quickly grabbed him. More people had noticed my antics and were openly
enjoying themselves at my expense. I tried giving his shoulder a little
shake and he repaid me by whacking me in the face with an elbow.
My hands flew to my battered nose, letting him go. But soon enough he
started sinking down to the floor again. Grabbing him with one hand, I
looked around helplessly, seeing the laughing faces all around me. At that
moment I saw the world as it really was: heartless.
When the train stopped at my station, the man suddenly shook himself
awake, much to my relief. But when he looked at me, I was still holding his
shoulder, supporting him, he shrugged my hand off disdainfully and moved
away.
I sighed, picked up my briefcase and walked off the train. On the
station I checked the time, then brought up my wrist to check my own watch
only to discover it missing. I ran to the closing train doors, stopping
jerkily before the yellow line as the train started to move. The abrupt
halt caused one of my shoe's heels to break.
Letting out a slow breath, I tried not to cry, knowing that if one more
misfortunate thing happened to me, I would crack for sure.
I arrived at my small but comfortable apartment with out anymore
incidents, except for the uncomfortable walk home, barefooted.
As soon as I opened the door, all the tension I didn't even know I had
been feeling, flowed out of me, leaving me relaxed and even a bit cheerful.
Dropping my briefcase and heels on the floor and closing the door, I made
my way over to the lounge room and collapsed on the sofa, curling up, ease
sweeping over me at the familiar surroundings.
I must have fallen asleep because the next thing I remembered was the
sound of my apartment door being unlocked. Sitting bolt upright, I tried to
see the face of the figure who had opened the door, feeling slightly
unnerved. Light shone in from the hallway, silhouetting them.
"Makenna?" a mild male voice queried.
"Keith!" I said a bit shrilly, relieved beyond belief.
He entered the room turning on the light. "Makenna darling, you wont
believe the day I've had!"
"Keith, what are you doing here?"
He looked at me quizzically. "Why darling, because I wanted to see
you," he smiled indulgently, making me want to smash his perfect teeth.
"You know what happened today? All the office was caught up in this
Valentines' trash. Flowers, chocolates, e-mails, someone even got a singing
telegram. Some of the copy girls, and secretaries even sent me a few secret
admirer gifts. It was such a laugh! Poor girls have infantile crushes on
me. The thing I can't get over is how people can fall for such a
commercialized holiday. It's a card manufacturers' dream. At least you and
I aren't caught up in such nonsense."
I couldn't look into his eyes as I made agreeing noises, giving a
little mocking laugh, not sure if I was mocking myself, or the other girls
who'd fallen for him.
"Listen darling, I did have another reason for coming over here. It is
rather appropriate, in an artless kind of way." Reaching into his GQ suit
pocket, he pulled a black velvet box out. "Will you marry me, darling?" he
asked with a charming lopsided grin. He opened the box to reveal a large
square-cut solitaire diamond on a gold band, rather plain in my opinion and
it didn't even have the advantage of elegance in simplicity. The diamond
overtook the whole ring completely, giving it a gaudy and rather glassy
look.
I gave him a big (and obviously fake in my opinion) smile, but I didn't
have to pretend my surprise. "Keith! I don't know what to say. When did
we....how did you....why?" I ended up confusing myself.
He laughed as if it were obvious. "Darling, don't you love me?"
"Yes, of course I do...."
"Well that settles it, you love me and I am very fond of you. We do
very well together. We agree on practically everything and we have been
together for four years." It was actually nearer to six years but I wasn't
going to correct him. "Darling, you'd be a great asset to me, as I would be
to you. We'd make a happy marriage. And when then time comes, though not
for a long while, think of what beautiful children we'd have. With your
black hair, lips and eyebrows and my blue eyes, nose and height. They'd be
magnificent, either boys or girls."
The way he talked about marriage made it sound so clinical. But I did
love him and maybe he'd even grow to love me in time, especially after we
had children.
He took my silence as acceptance. "So now that we've settled it, when
would you like to have the wedding?" he didn't wait for an answer. "I was
thinking about a spring wedding, but then the weather may be unpredictable.
And it is rather close to you and your family's birthdays. Don't you find
it annoying that all your birthdays are all exactly ten days apart?"
"Well not really, just comical, since our birthdays come in ascending
order also, you know youngest to ol...."
"Yes, well, that's all good but when are we going to have the wedding?"
he cut me off again as usual. Usually I didn't mind but for some reason, it
was really bugging me today.
I really had no idea why I did it, but I put my fingers to his lips
when I saw he was about to talk again, and shook my head. Maybe it was
because I decided I wouldn't settle for anything less than a man who loves
me. Not even if he was very fond of me.
Keith raised an eyebrow at me and I blushed. Taking my fingers away
from his mouth I bit my lip.
"Well?" Keith said expectantly.
"Uh...well, Keith, I'm not sure I want to marry you..." Seeing the
look on his face she quickly added, "yet! I'm not sure I want to marry you
yet! It has nothing to do with you." It has everything to do with you! "I
just think I'm not ready to spend the rest of my life with someone." With
you. Ever. "Could you just give me some time," A lifetime, "to put my life
into perspective," See how much better my life is without you, "to travel
the world," meet hunky exotic guys, "broaden my horizons," Stop going to
the same restaurant every Friday night.
He looked at me for a second, then nodded. "Sure, I must admit I would
like a little time to myself before I get leg-shackled." If I hadn't been
so relieved I would have frowned at him. "How about we give each other two
months to ourselves, then we get married. Deal?"
"Deal." Now I had two months in which I had to find a way to break up
with him.
"Mum, I'm going to go away for a while, I just wanted to tell you not
to worry," I called my parents. I made up my mind what I was going to do
and decided I should tell someone.
"Where am I going? Well, mum, I'm not exactly sure, I'm at the airport
now, I was just going to check where the next flight was going..."
A sudden tirade exploded from the earpiece. Moving the mobile away from
my abused eardrum, I waited for her to run out of breath.
"No mum, I am not insane. I'm just being spontaneous for a change..."
"You say irresponsible, I say spontaneous. Mum...mum! Just listen!
Argh! Mu-um!" I sighed resignedly. "Mum, I'm going and you can't stop me.
I'm an adult, you can't tell me what to do like a little kid anymore."
I looked up at the flight lists. "Ooh! Yes, could I book a ticket on
the 11am flight to England..." a shriek from the phone partially deafened
my left ear.
"Business or economy?" the woman at the counter asked.
"Economy. Mum will you shut up for a sec? If you won't, put on Dad.
Economy is fine, I don't have to drink champagne or eat caviar to be
comfortable....fine mum, I promise I won't eat the fish." Handing over my
credit card, I paid for the ticket. "Do you have any information on
accommodation?"
"We have a number of brochures at the "flight center" area after you go
through customs."
"Thank you," I said to her. "Mum I have to go, I'll call you when I get
there. Don't worry Mum, the reality of plane crash is highly unlikely,"
though under my breath I muttered, "though with my luck I wouldn't say
impossible. What? No mum, you must be hearing things, it must have been the
noise in the background."
I rang off after leaving assurances ringing in my mother's ears.
Heaving the small suitcase on to the conveyer belt, I gave the attendant a
smile that was more of a grimace.
"Don't worry honey, at least you know they care." She gave me a
sympathetic smile.
"Ha! Well I wish. Instead of caring I get the feeling of overbearing."
The attendant laughed, handing my ticket over the counter. "Have a good
flight....and enjoy your spontaneity," she added, her eyes twinkling.
I wish I could, I thought as I gave her a smile and headed for the
flight gate.
I looked at my ticket, then at the seat number again. Yep. This was my
seat alright. A seat that three, what could be described as adorable, rug
rats were crawling all over, all trying to peek out the window. Groaning
inwardly, I put on what I hoped was a motherly smile.
"Excuse me, kids," three blond boys, triplets, whirled about to stare
at me, all with enormous brown eyes. Innocent eyes. Oh no, I wasn't gonna
fall for that! "Uh, boys, where's your mummy or daddy?"
The little faces looked perplexed, teary even.
"Uh, did you want me to call a stewardess?" I asked worried.
"Boys," a light baritone sounded behind her, "your in the wrong seats."
"But...but...these better! We see people on ground. Other has wing in
way!"
I couldn't help smiling. Man, they must be a handful.
His tone was exasperated, yet affectionate. "It doesn't matter that
yours have the wing in the way, that is not your seat."
I turned around ready to negotiate, only to stop cold. Oh my! Was he
one drop, dead gorgeous dad or what!. And he was carrying another adorable
boy, slung on his back as well. Man! Why does that saying about all the
good ones have to be true? "Either taken, or gay," she murmured to herself
unconsciously. And by the looks of things he definitely wasn't gay.
Quadruplets! Sheesh! His poor wife.
"Excuse me?"
"Huh?" Great Makenna! Make it sound as if you don't have enough brains
to fill that skull of yours!
"Sorry, did you say something to me?" He took a step forward and she
realised just how tall he was, 6'4 maybe 6'5. Darn, but she loved tall men.
Too bad. His looks were exotic, making her wonder where he came from.
Darkly tanned, definitely not from a salon! Black windswept hair (shiver, I
love windswept hair, and dark colouring), lean muscular body (drool), and
sparkling emerald green eyes that really were a shame his sons hadn't
inherited (sigh).
"Um, no sorry, I guess I was talking to myself." My Gosh! Make
yourself sound even more pathetic why don't you! An idiot, and crazy!
"Listen, I don't mind if one of your sons swap seats with me, but I'm not
sure about the other seats though."
He smiled gratefully. "Thanks, you don't have to worry about that
though, we've got the rest of the row and the one behind as well, so you
don't have to move far, just one seat back," his grin took on a mischievous
boyish quality. "Us guys are gonna have you surrounded I'm afraid. By the
way, I'm Romeo Rodriguez," he held a hand out to shake, still holding the
child on his back securely. "The name's a cliche, I know," he laughed.
Word! His laugh! It was like being in high school again, when the
popular guys came up to talk to you, and you got all flustered and lost
track of what they were saying because you were imagining a whole different
scenario.
"Makenna James," I said taking his hand. His hand was warm, he had
long, lean fingers, which were lightly calloused. His large hand seemed to
engulf mine.
"Great to meet such a generous person, don't usually see many these
days. Boys, what do you say to Miss James for kindly giving up her seat for
you?"
"Thank you Miss James!" the foursome chorused, bringing attention to
them from the other boarding passengers. I heard murmurs of, "Delightful!",
"How cute!", and "Adorable!" from all the passing passengers, and I had to
admit, they definitely had a way of bringing a smile to my face.
"Your absolutely welcome!" I said laughingly. "You can call me Mac if
you like. Miss James makes me feel old!" I whispered playfully to the boys
like it was a big secret.
"Since we're gonna be sitting together this flight I suppose I should
introduce you to the guys, huh? The cool dude with the red shirt is
Matthew, the shy guy in the blue is Marcus, my amigo in the orange is
Maximus, and this fella that's breaking my back is Michael. So in other
words it's Matt, Marc, Max and Mick."
"And I'm Mac," I laughed. "Poor Romeo, the only one without a 'm'
although that isn't exactly a bad thing, because if you did, people might
think we were a travelling circus."
"Call me Rome or Meo or Roe or maybe even Moe, Romeo just seems too..."
I grinned. "Cliched?"
He grinned back. "Yeah. Just like Matt, Marc, Max, Mick, and Mac."
I laughed at him and then I realised that I was flirting! With a
married man! Who had four kids! Four kids who were witnessing every second
of it! My word, what was coming over me? I don't flirt with married guys!
"Boys you better take your seats now. Mick, you wanna sit next to me or
you wanna swap with one or your brothers?" Romeo asked over his shoulder.
"You!" Michael tightened his short arms around Romeo's neck. "Can I
have da window? Pwease?" he begged.
"It's up to Mac."
Michael turned his huge chocolate brown eyes on me and I knew I
couldn't say no. "Yeah sure, I guess I'll sit on the isle seat then."
Roe grimaced slightly. "Well, the problem with that is whenever one of
the kids wants to get up or go to the toilet, I'll have get past you every
time. And though these guys are well behaved for little kids, they are
still kids, so I'm afraid unless you could put up with me stepping on your
toes every time I have to get past, you have to put up with the middle
seat."
"Oh well, when your doing something, never do it only half way, I'm
sure that applies to acts generosity as well. Middle seat it is."
"I like the way you think." He ginned at me and my heart fluttered in
my chest. "Alright, everyone buckled up? No one needs help? No one needs to
go to the toilet? Sure? Okay then, settle down until take off and we're in
the air, then you can take off your seatbelts."
The boys wriggled around a bit more but eventually settled down. A
stewardess came down the isle checking passengers. Stopping, she bent down
to softly say, "Sir, would you like colouring books for your children?"
His smile conveyed a desperately grateful father, although there was a
glint in his eye telling of his joking nature. "How did you know? Are all
flight attendants life savers or is it just you?"
She blushed at the compliment, her eyes darting to me briefly. "I'm
sure you and your wife could handle these darlings without any help from a
life saving flight attendant." She laughed lightly.
"Oh! Um, he isn't my husband."
She looked quickly at his left hand, my gaze following hers. No ring.
No ring! Oh my word, he was single. I quickly regretted my hasty
correction.
I looked up and found him watching at me, a funny smile quirked his
lips. I felt myself blush.
"What?"
His smile widened. "What?"
"Nothing."
"Ditto."
"Okay." I stifled a laugh.
"Alright."
"Alright." I bit my lip.
"Okay." His laugh made me want to laugh with him.
We heard a discreet cough. "I'll just go get those colouring books for
the boys," the flight attendant murmured and walked back down the aisle
quickly. But not before I saw a flash of jealousy on her face.
Ha! Sweet victory. Victory over what I was not certain, but it was
sweet none the less.
"Now what put that smug smile upon your face?" he asked, eyebrows
raised.
"Smug? Me? Whatever for?" I returned, hoping to sound and look the
picture of innocence.
His shout of laughter drew attention from female admirers. He grinned
at me. "That's what I'd like to know!"
Mick turned to Romeo, a small frown marring his angel-like face.
Putting a chubby finger to his lips, he said, "Shhh, Uncle Womeo! Mama said
not to be woud awl da time!"
Roe looked suitably chastened. "I'm sorry Mick. Your mama was right. I
promise I'll try to be quieter if Mac promises too." He looked at her, his
eyes twinkling.
When I turned back to Mick, his eyes that were adorably serious, were
on me waiting for an answer.
"I promise too," I said putting my hand up in a honorary girl guide
pledge.
Something suddenly occurred to me. "Uncle Romeo?" I asked, puzzled.
He looked slightly chagrined. "Sorry, I forgot to mention that. They
are actually my best friend's boys. I'm taking them to their aunt in
England. So many people think they are mine, so I've stopped correcting
them. It's a tiring business, telling people they're wrong." A small smile
played around his mouth.
I felt a fluttering sensation in the pit of my stomach. The plane
hadn't even taken off the ground yet and I was already having to fight my
attraction. I didn't know how I was going to survive the whole trip.
~*~*~*~*~ A/N: I know, I know. Really stupid, hey? Oh well, I guess I'll have to post something that's actually good sooner or later. This story is actually based on real life. My sister's life to be exact. I just thought it would make a cool romance. If anyone actually reads this and reviews that they like it, then I actually might be bothered to post some more of it - Peace out!