I'm dazed.
And I'm amazed.
That you thought I could survive,
When you know I'm deprived.
It's like that meaningful stare,
That's not really there,
So I know you don't care,
And we're not the best pair,
But it pierces my hide,
I can't avoid it, I've tried.
It's like the moon to the tied,
And the tide, to the breeze,
And that innocent tease,
Makes me fall to my knees,
So I feel the breeze,
And it's freezing,
Not pleasing.
But all in all,
You never call,
And I don't feel tall,
And so I fall,
With my head on the bed,
Wishing that I was dead,
My sight's blurry and red,
This is the wrong life to be lead,
And I'm fed
Up with this pain,
Getting caught in the rain,
The emotional stain,
And the physical strain,
I wonder if I'm insane.
On the outside I smile,
On the inside I'm vile,
And I want to be miles and miles away from here,
So I'll dry my own tear,
And my own fear I'll face,
And I'll go to a place,
Where I'm all on my own,
That nobody has known,
That's bare and wind-blown,
And even though I'm alone,
I'll get along,
Because this time you're wrong,
I know that I'm strong,
And this is my song.
So don't change my melody,
Because it's a felony,
To put this hell on me.
This serious vanity,
Stealing my sanity,
You're shallow as a pool,
You think that you're cool,
But you're not; you're just a fool,
And I'm not you're tool,
And maybe someday,
I'll break away,
And you'll have to pay,
For the things that you say.
And that's my 1st step towards a revolution,
And the best solution,
Is to get rid of the illusion,
Of this mind pollution,
Called teen angst.