What do I believe
I'm not supposed to know
I'm restricted from believing
I can't dig my way out
I want to tell them but
I don't want to hurt them
I want to show who I am
But I'm held back
I'm held back by all I care for
By all I hold dear
They don't really see the real me
They try to kiss away my tears
The tears they don't understand
But they only cause more to flow
I'll start to tell them
But I'm interrupted
I can't do it now
So I'll have to wait
They'll have to wait
Until I move on
Until they can move on