As I sit
Staring out the window
I get tired of all this shit
And I don’t want to answer
Everyone’s call
I can’t take it
I don’t want to make it
But I really can’t fake it
I don’t have to take this
I can run away from this
All the fakeness
Is blinding
I’m hiding
Not well enough
Ive been treated to rough
To trust anyone with this
There is an awful emptiness
Easily crushed
Easily shushed
Permanently
They’ve burnt it into me
I’ve learnt it thoroughly