A cold water hit her face, and she opened her eyes in shock, black
hair flying widely as she flew up.
It was her friend Carlisle. But where were they? Carlisle was wearing
odd clothing, and her hair looked a wreck. As she looked down, she saw
dirt. Dirt!
"Carlisle?" She muttered, ragged breath, and she felt as if she
couldn't say anything else.
Carlisle turned to her and shook her head. "There is no Carlisle
here. left, as did her old ways of life." Carlisle said calmly, and
a stout lady lifted her head up and looked into the girls eyes, her eyes
icy still.
"What is up with my daughters today! Xotyli thinks Del'ril is Mariah,
you think Xotyli is Carlisle, it is impossible, you girls! I am only a
mother to you, not a guider!" She yelled, then tended to the girl she
claimed to be Del'ril.
" that is Carlisle, and that is Mariah." She muttered under
her breath, and the woman turned to her and sharply glared.
"Never again mention those names." Her hard voice said, and so the
girl glanced at herself. She was naked.
"Miss, I'm naked." She said calmly now.
"Call me mother." She yelled. "And for Christ's sake, Xotyli, show
Tinskela where we keep our clothes at."
"Tinskela, clothes are under our mattresses. Choose an outfit
and help."
Wrapping herself in a blanket, Tinskela, or so she was named, fumbled
with the mattress, another girl laying asleep, and pulled out a shabby
looking dress, big and bulky, and slipped it on. She had leftover room in
all parts except for the bust area and her arms seemed to feel light as the
heavy, dull material enveloped them.
"Ca-or X, Xohlya." Tinskela stumbled over the other girls name.
"It's Xotyli." She said sharply, and then ran over and grabbed
Tinskela's arm, dragging her into the kitchen area of the house. She ducked
behind a counter.
"Just look out the window." She whispered, and Tinskela stood up,
cautiously looking at the plump lady and finally finding a window. She
looked at it, then decided to pull back the curtains because she was not a
coward, she was rather brave.
She gasped. It was swirling black, mystifying, and enchanting. She
wanted to stare, but a part of her held back, telling her that if she
stared it would have a consequence. She finally let go and turned to
Xotyli.
" is it!" She gasped again, and the angry woman roared with
anger.
"Tinskela, do you want to keep Del'ril alive or are you bidding and
praying for her death! I would rather this be you, dying and shriveling in
pain, than my precious firstborn. You are just the third wheel, and Del'ril
is what keeps our existence alive! Contain yourself please or I will take
your life when Del'ril slips away!" She yelled, then angrily muttered to
herself while tending to Del'ril.
"What is her deal?" Tinskela muttered to Xotyli. She shrugged in
reply and kept her work going.
"But she'd prefer if we not talk, I know that." Xotyli finally said
after a long hull of silence, and Tinskela burrowed her eyebrows.
"So should I shut up?" She asked Xotyli.
"Yes, silence yourself." She said painfully.
After another half an hour, Xotyli finished was she was doing and
turned to the plump lady.
"I must use the bathroom ma'am." She muttered, and the fat lady flung
her hand as if dismissing her off so she could go do her business. Tinskela
ran to follow her, but the lady yelled again.
"Now Tinskela, where do you think you are going! You do not follow
your sister into the bathroom! Must I explain the concept of our family
again! I love Del'ril with all my heart, she is my favorite of you and your
three sisters because she is the eldest. Then I love your little sister,
because she is the youngest, and that is weak for the heart of an old woman
to find she can only bear one last child. Then I love Xotyli, because I
bore her second and that has to mean something, I was just a newly mother
practically. And lastly, I love you. You are just a third wheel, the third
child. I would give anything to have you laying her dying instead of my
Del'ril, or you out there instead of my husband, but no! You are still
here, torturing me day by day and night by night! Just give an old woman
some peace and leave! Leave me and Del'ril to die on our own, to decay on
our own!" She yelled, and Tinskela felt anger boil up inside herself,
feeling as if she would erupt, and to her regret, she did.
"Oh mother you are so pathetic! You sound as if I should take pity!
Well I would gladly make noise since you hate me already its plain as day
to see and you expect me to love you all the same! Day after day and night
after night you give ME nothing to live for but I am forever bound to you
because you gave 'birth' to me! I really do not care, and I wish I could be
Del'ril, at least I wouldn't have to look at your face ever again!"
Tinskela yelled furiously, and the fat woman stood.
"You take that back you that's it! Sit on the cot for three
days, never to move even to pee!" She yelled. "Little brat thinks she can
disrespect me, that's worthy to being fed to the dragon!" And she kept
muttering to herself while stroking the dear Del'ril's hair over and over
again. Tinskela moved over to her cot.
Xotyli peered out and smiled at Tinskela, motioning with her mouth 'I
heard everything.' She then moved to the cot and sat down beside Tinskela.
"I know it's different. But we have to manage with that putrid lady.
Please. Please Kira." Xotyli said.
Kira. She had known her name wasn't really Tinskela, but through out
the whole moments she hadn't known her own name, although she knew Del'ril
was really Mariah and Xotyli was really Carlisle. But now she knew she was
Kira.
And she sat there, pondering the thought of where she was, and
noticed that as she was calming down, she felt bonded. Bonded to what, she
didn't know, but it was a force that kept her locked in.