Me Pt. II
© Copyright 2003 - Recherché Inamorato Productions

My logic works just fine in case you've chosen to ignore,
Obviously it doesn't matter because noticing it is a chore.
You're right, I really don't understand what you want me to be,
Maybe next time you'll think and early on teach me.
I'm just a stupid kid who doesn't know right from wrong,
Who has suffered in this prison for way too fucking long.
A girl who scars and bruises just like all of you,
Has a heart that can be broken just as easily, too.
And I cry every moment that I lay awake in bed,
Thinking of everything I'd like to have instead.
Smart with ideas that would work if you only tried,
But you don't so another piece of me just fell away and died.
Bubbling with insecurities that you toy with all the time,
What I want is way up there, and I don't know how to climb.
Living in shades of grey with splotches of red blood,
To discolor all you have to do is push me in the mud.
Disobey and rebel is all that I know,
If only I had the love that you rarely show.
Sorry I'm such a disappointment, that I can't fix my screwed up mind,
Really I do wish that I could find the star that once shined.
A lazy little bitch is all you see through your eyes of hate,
Wish I could change but it's just too fucking late.
You go away for long periods and expect me to take care,
Of the family that you left behind while you sleep there.
So I try my best to make you happy by playing the role you ask,
Giving me recognition must be too hard of a task.
I cook, make calls, go shopping, help with homework, write letters; and I'm only seventeen,
And I hate to do it by myself but nobody helps because I'm the only one who has to be seen.
Nobody cares about all the shit I have to go through just so you people are well,
Everything I go through for you is like a neverending Hell.
I get so aggrevated and want to kill myself just so you can see,
All the pain and depression that gets the best of me.
Sick of repeating myself, because you never hear,
My vision became blurry now you don't look so clear.
Hilarious how I was given all these problems in my day,
They were just dumped on me and I didn't have a say.
Gonna run away and get far from this place,
Take a good look, because this is the last time you'll see my face.