Someone make the pain go away
It hurts to breathe
It hurts to speak
I feel like my heart has stopped beating
Every night I cry out for a savior
And every night my pleads are met with silence
And there is something wrong
But I do not know what
My world has fallen
Crashing and burning
Just like my heart
I've grown coarse over the years
"Cynical" is what people call me
I feel unable to be loved
Unable to love all together
Death is an easy way out
Never an option
Sometimes I shake with fury
At myself
Maybe
If I was better
I would be appreciated
Maybe it's not my fault
Maybe I deserve this penetrating hatred
Or maybe this is my imagination
I feel empty inside
Like a black, endless abyss
Has taken over my body mind and soul
Sometimes at the end of the day
My legs go numb
I cannot walk
Cannot breathe
Cannot speak
My complaints are mindless
My world is all right
But if that is true
Then why do I feel so terribly alone
And hated