For Life or Death

By: Skylar Tomokane

Author’s notes:  Ok plps…I own everything here!!!...Characters, settings, songs, etc. …If you want to use any of them, please ask me  first…I really don’t have problem with it, it’s just that I want to know and get credit for them…Some of the songs will probably not be mine, but don’t worry, I’m going to give credit to the people that did them…Also,  please send me some poems that I could put in the fic…don’t worry, you’re getting the credit for  them…;)

Disclaimer:

Skylar:Ok, this is the first chapter…WARNING THIS IS A YAOI aka MALE/MALE COUPLING!!!...If you have something against it, then don’t read…By the way, I know at first it may seem like there is not really a plot to the whole thing except  guys getting laid, but there is…it’s just hidden right now…just so you know, this is rated R for the obvious violence, cursing, and, of course, sex…there is going to be a lot of angst and fluff in this story…sorry plps but I have problems,k?...By the way, just so you know, I’m a girl, and no, I’m not gay…I don’t have anything against gay plp,  if I did I won’t be writing that, but I really wanted to write a fic with a little more Yaoi action than before…I love guys and I thing that guys that date guys are smart!!!…;)…I know that there are plp with problems out there, just like me, so please review and tell me  if you like it or not.  I’ve already started the next chapter and I’m halfway through, BUT I’m not going to update until I get at least 3 reviews…sorry, but I need to know that plp are reading it so I can continue…I won’t  mind flames, as long as you don’t flame me for writing a male/male and as long as you don’t try to burn my manga and pc…you try that, and, if you are a girl, I’m gonna kill, but if you are a guy, I’m gonna molest you!!!...aka,…girl-my slave…guy-my sex toy…sooooo be careful how you flame me…you cross the line, and you would wish that Touya killed you.  Or molested you as one of my friends would want…You know who you are!!!..^.^…You gotta be glad that I don’t plan on telling your boyfriend…by the way, this story will have a looooot of sex…just so you know…

Touya: Sex??? With who?*looking at me skeptically*

Skylar: Well you know, can’t tell you right now…you’ll have to wait till next chapter!!!

Touya: Is it going to be with a human???*trying to get to the second chapter*

Skylar: Well….you know….Er…

Touya: *Sight* as long as it is good and it’s not with Kauri or Sayo, then I guess I’ll live…

Skylar: Heh…*really nervous hides the second chapter and hopes that Touya doesn’t get to it until it’s already updated* Lets hope plp like you enough to review…

Touya: If they are humans, then I don’t care…

Skylar: *frowns* I don’t care if you care or not!!!  You are going to be nice to the readers or I’m gonna smack you!!!

Touya: *gets really close to Skylar*What if I molest you?  

Skylar:*eyes opening wide*Wh…What?

Touya:  You heard me…

Skylar:*smacks him on the head*You are hot, I won’t argue with that, but you are too much a male version of my self…I may lust after you, but that is not enough to persuade me into being mean to the readers!!!  If you are not good, I’ll have to make some changes in the second chapter!!!

Touya: *looking terrified* Ok, ok…I get the point!!! *looks apologetic at the readers*sorry for being mean…I promise I’ll behave…

Skylar:*mad*good!!!!...*turns also to the readers*Please review…if  you do, You’ll be able to read the next chapter soon…and maybe I’ll be able to put more of  your fave character in there…If you tell me  who it is, though…=^.^=…R&R!!! Oh, yeah and just so you know, this whole story is from Touya’s point of view…I guess since we act so much alike, I know how he thinks…oh, yeah, forgot to tell you that Touya and I have kind of a weird bond...think of it as us being the same person but then separated in two…then raised diff. Ways…like that you have a male version and a female version…we still have the bond, but we are different...sorry if this is confusing…and no, I’m not going to be in the story…I’m just writing it for Touya…

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Cursed Fey

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“Dialog”

‘Thoughts’

“Songs”

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The lights turned on and the platform started moving.  I heard the screaming and smiled.  The platform stopped and I was standing on the stage in front of the crowd.  There were hundreds of people there.  All of them were waiting for the concert to start.  It was my concert.  I was the star.  Girls were screaming trying to get to me.  How disgusting humans can be.  The music started and my thoughts ceased.  Music was my life, my soul.  I was a cursed fey.  Music and I were one.  I opened my soul and sang.

“The heat is beating me down

And I am drowning in your hate

Every time I look at you

I see the curse you put on me

The world you took away from me

And now I look down upon

This land you’ve send me to

This nightmare you have given me

A nightmare that is my life

How can you sleep at night?

Knowing that I hate you                             

How can you sleep at night?

Knowing the misery that I am

How can you sleep at night?

Knowing that the next time I see you

I’ll take away from you

What you took away from me”

I closed my eyes and let the rhythm ride me.  My heart beaded with the drums.  My soul danced with the guitars.

“I’ve spend so many nights

Thinking of a way

To get out of this hell

I loved you so much

I killed for you

I even died for you

But you cursed me any way

I’ve found a way to free my self

And that is to kill you

How can you sleep at night?

Knowing that I hate you

How can you sleep at night?

Knowing the misery that I am

How can you sleep at night?

Knowing that the next time I see you

I’ll take away from you

What you took away from me

So many centuries stuck in this prison

And some day I promise I’ll be free

You can tell me you love me now

But I won’t listen

You can tell me you hate me now

But I won’t listen

I’ll only listen to you screams

As I break the curse in the night.”

I finished my lyrics and moments later, the music stopped too.  The lights shined on me and I smiled.  Every song that I singed is the story of my life.  I continued singing for another hour and when I finished, I headed back stage.  There were people waiting for me there, but they didn’t bother me.  They knew better than that.  The first few concerts they tried to “take care” of me, thinking that I’m tired and need help.  They know better now.  I have enough energy to go through fifty more concerts.  Nobody here knows who I truly am, so I’d like to keep it that way.

I headed to my room backstage and once getting there, I locked the door.  My manager had the bad habit of coming in on me when I was changing and making advances on me.  It’s not like I have anything against male-male coupling, actually I really don’t care about it, but he can be annoying, even though he is not bad looking.  Besides, I don’t mate with humans.  You may think it strange, but considering my past, it’s actually practical.  I might as well tell you about it. 

I don’t know how old I am.  Really old probably covers it up.  As I said before, I’m a fey.  We’re immortal, so we don’t really count our years of life. There is no point to it.  That was wrong, and I apologize.  I’m not truly immortal.  I can die, from a wound or decease.  Even thought the last is less possible.  I don’t age, that is all I meant.  For human standards, I look as though I’m 19-24.  Since I’m supposedly a star, I introduce my self as being 21, which makes things easier for me.  My human name is Touya.  I introduce my self as an orphan, so I don’t need a last name.  My fey name is Yuki Fey of the Blue Tips.  I’m, or was, the son of Aya Fey of the Blue Tips.  She was the advisor to the King of Fey centuries before I was born.  I don’t know who my father is, because only my mother raised me.  She died a long time ago, but that is of no importance to you.

 When I was about few hundred years old, I did the unforgivable.  I fell in love with a human.  She was not a normal human, mind you; she was half-fey herself.  Halflings have magic, but not much.  If their parents don’t tell them they are Halfling, then they’ll never know.  Nobody can tell which of the humans is partially one of us and which aren’t.  The only way to find out is when they die.  I didn’t know she was one of us, at the time.

Everything started innocent.  Or as innocent as it could get when a fey is screwing around with a human, which, mind you, is forbidden.  We’re not allowed to mess with them.  But I fell in love.  I did everything for her.  She just had to ask me, and I would have done it.  For two years, nobody learned about it.  Not even my mother knew.  There is a saying that fey don’t lie, but it’s not true.  We lie but only when we really have to.  We try not to. 

One day, my beloved asked me something awful.  I always knew that she seeks power, but I wasn’t aware of what she is willing to do for it.  That day, she came to our meeting place all dressed up and smiling.

“You seem happy today.”  I observed and kissed her hungrily.   She wrapped her arms around me and smiled even wider.

“I am.  Today I’ll be able to gain much more power, and you’re going to help me.”  I looked startled.  She never included me in her plans of power gaining, and I never cared for them. 

About an hour later, I knew her plan.  There was a human with a lot of power that I had to kill for her.  He had to die as a sacrifice for her power.  Keep in mind that all of this happened long before the Christianity.  People then still believed in sacrifice for keeping the gods happy.  I had to kill this human, and then she’ll have all the power she ever wanted.  I, of course, agreed to help her.  I’m a fey, so human life doesn’t count as much in my book.  One less wasn’t a big deal for us at all.  Later that day, I had the man in front of her, ready to become a sacrifice. 

The moment I slit his trout, though, I felt the twinge of magic been pulled from me.  That’s how I knew that he was not a normal human, but one of us.  He was a Halfling, and I had killed him.  Then, the spell was cast.  Only it wasn’t the kind of spell I expected.  I was put under a control spell.  I lost my mind and went off killing every fey that I could find.  For five years, I was under that spell, and I killed and killed until I could find no other fey.  Then the spell was broken.  I went crazy when I came to my self.  I had killed every fey that I knew of and I was the only one left.

 I went back to the woman that put that spell on me to try to kill her.  She put a curse on me though.  She took away from me my magic, and my wings, and cursed me to live in the human world forever.  I was just a weapon for her, she said, that will be able to kill all of the disgusting fey.  These were her last words, before she was killed as a sacrifice to one of the gods the humans in her area believed in.  The moment she died, I felt the pull of magic, and knew right the way, that she also was one of us.

 For a long time I tried to find a way to restore my magic.  Finally, a year ago, I talked with one of the humans that supposedly have the power to see the future.  Don’t get me wrong, I don’t believe them either. But this one gave me a legend that was my legend.

“The Fey that holds the Key

Will be cursed for eternity

Until he finds his beloved

Every 3000 yrs she will be reborn

The only way to break the curse

Is to kill the one that

Took his life away.”

I guess that says it perfect.  I’m supposed to wait for that witch to be reborn and then I have to kill her.  Since I didn’t remember when did she die, I though I can start telling my story to the world and hope that this was the right time.  Being a singer is the easiest thing I’ve done since that horrible curse was cast.  I could search for her without worry for lack of money, and at the same time I could do what I love the most-sing. 

I went in front of the mirror and sighed.  The clothes I was wearing were chosen by my manager.  As I said, the guy had it bad for me, so he tried to get me every chance he can with my cloths off.  Before he stopped to this outfit, he had gone through five more.  In the end, I threatened him that if he doesn’t choose right the way; I’ll make sure he regrets it.  He chose, all right.

I was wearing a blood red dress shirt, which he made sure I don’t button up. My long hair was tied with a leather strip on my back and reached my waist.  It used to be long to my ankles, but I had to cut it to fit into the human standards.  Since my hair was also dark blood red color, it seemed as if my hair and shirt were one. My black leather pants were really tight and didn’t leave much to the imagination.  They were so tight; that a person can be 100 %; sure, there was nothing, except me, under them. My eyes were the only thing that I couldn’t do anything to.  They looked like they were a sky of yellow with green storm clouds, which were always moving.  It was one of the things in me that weren’t changed by the curse.  The whole outfit showed as much as it could of my body.  As I already said, the guy had it bad.

 ‘Why is he the one choosing my clothes?’ you might ask.  He is not only my manager, but is also my dresser.  I don’t have any taste in clothes.  Not only that, but I wouldn’t mind going without them at all.  Fey don’t care much about them.  But then, if they were near somebody like my manager, they’d rather be covert up.

Slowly I took off my shirt my skin had light tan to it.  With fey, that’s pretty rare.  Most of the time, we’re really pale.  There was a knock on the door, and the handle turned.  I heard a curse and then more knocking before I heard the angry voice of the person on the other side.

“Touya, why the hell did you lock the door?!”  I smiled.  I knew this voice too well.

“Isn’t it obvious?” I asked amused. ”It’s to keep me in, and you out!”  I chuckled.  I loved yanking his chain.  He was so much fun to tease.

“Why would you want to keep me out?” he asked surprised and I rolled my eyes.

“Because, Sayo, you’re getting more annoying by the day.”  I was cranky now, and that wasn’t a good sign.  Slowly I went to the door and unlocked it.  On the other side was Sayo, staring at me.  He may be my manager, but he was still pretty annoying sometimes.

I had to look up to see his face fully.  He was 6’ 5” while I was 5’ 11”.  His green eyes were at me.  He was handsome, if I do say so myself. His blond, spiked up, hair was giving him a young, boyish look.  His two earrings on each earlobe didn’t help the picture.  He had on a black tuxedo that fit him perfectly, and made him look really out of place.  Imagine an 18 year old with a goofy smile on and bunch of earrings, dressed in a tuxedo.  Sayo is 27, and he looked like a teenager.  I was somewhat surprised, though, he was so good at choosing clothes, but here he was standing looking totally out of it.

“Sayo, why so formal?”  I asked curiously.

“You don’t like it?” He made two circles for me to see him from each side.

“You look like a bad boy in his father’s business suet.” I stated grumpily.  He cocked an eyebrow and looked me straight in the eye.

“Why so grumpy?”  I shrugged and turned my back to him.  Slowly I made my way back to the mirror and picking up a green dress shirt from one of the chairs, I slipped into it.  I felt the air movement behind me, and knew Sayo had made his way into the room.  The sound of the door closing proved my suspicion. 

I unzipped my pants, and heard Sayo take in a breath.  Before I was even able to pull them an inch down, though, I felt Sayo’s hands on mine.

“Don’t!”  His voice was raspy as if he hasn’t used it in a long time.  ‘Or as though he’s already hard.’ Came to my mind and I fought not to smile.

“If you don’t want to see, then don’t.” I kept all emotion out of my face and voice, which wasn’t hard at all. 

“Please” He begged, but didn’t finish.  I had only one answer for him, tough, only one that will answer both unasked questions.

“No!” I whispered.  I heard him grow and then he removed his hands.  I saw his reflection turning away.  Slowly I pulled down my pants.  My privates were chilled by the cool air in the room. I stepped out of them and turned around.  Sayo was in the other end of the room leaning to the opposite wall, his back facing me.  I reached the chair that had my other pants on them and pulled them on.  They were dark green, almost black, leather and the same style as the last ones.  I took the dark green baseball hat that was on the same chair and putting my hair through the hole on the back, I put it on.  Turning around, I measured the effect in the mirror.  The green was making my eyes seem a little more normal.  But my hair was standing out.  ‘It’ll do.’  I tough to myself and turned to leave.

I was just about in front of the door, when Sayo stepped in front of me.  His face was grim and he didn’t look very happy with me.  I looked him straight in the eye and held his eyes. 

“Is something wrong?”  I still had the cold, unemotional voice.

“Why are you doing this?”  He sounded sad, but it didn’t faze me. 

“I have no idea what you’re talking about.”  I was still looking him straight in the eye.

“Why do you always do this, when you know that it’s hurting me?”  If he was a fey, I would have felt sorry, but he was a mere human.

“You’re my manager.  That’s all.  Nothing more, nothing less.  If you don’t like it, then leave.  I’ll always be able to find myself another one.”   He moved as if to touch me and I made a step back.  He winced and pulled back his hand.

“Do you hate me that much?”  He was expecting my answer, but I didn’t felt like giving it to him.  I tried to step around him, but he stepped in front of me again.

“At least answer me that one question.  Why do you always pull away like that?  Do you hate the idea of my touch that bad?”  I looked up again and attacked him with my eyes.  Slowly and almost in whisper I answered.

“You’re one of the humans.  And they are not allowed to touch me.”  This time I was able to step around him and went out of the door. 

I made my way to the side door where Kauri, one of my bodyguards, was waiting.  He didn’t look much like a bodyguard in his black leather pants, black dress shirt, and black baseball hat.  His hair was long and his eyes beautiful, both raven black.  I once asked him why he was wearing so much black.  His skin looked too pale.  ‘The blood does not show as much.’  He had said.  I guess that only proves how serious he was about his work.  When he saw me, he opened the door and made a sign to his colleagues that I was coming out.

            I stepped out and Kauri stepped behind me.  Slowly, I made my way towards the limo.  I felt Kauri close behind me.  There were journalists everywhere trying to get to me.  I was glad I had bodyguards to keep them at bay.  As I reached the limo, something caught my eye.  I turned to my right and met the most beautiful grey eyes I have ever seen.  They belonged to a guy about 18 years old with short spiked silver hair and pale skin.  He was about 5’ 8’’ and there was a magical pull to him.  If I hadn’t killed all of the fey, I would have said that he was one of us.  He was staring at me with a dreamy expression.  I felt a hand on my shoulder and turned.

            “You ok, Touya?”  It was Kauri.  He probably was wondering why I stopped moving all of a sudden.

            “Yeah, I’m fine.”  I got in the limo, and Kauri sat beside me. 

            The limo started moving and I turned to look at the boy with grey eyes.  He was looking at the car and even though I knew that the windows are too dark for him to see me, it felt like our eyes met.  He was holding my gaze and I felt pulled by it.  I just couldn’t turn away.  Then he turned away and disappeared into the crowd.

            Half an hour later, I was in my house outside of Tokyo.  Kauri was sitting on my couch and was changing the channels of my big screen TV.  He was my bodyguard, but he was also my friend, and he lived with me.  I met him few months before I heard the prophecy.  He saved me from some guy that tried to rape me.  Since then, he’s being acting as my bodyguard.  When I signed my contract, he officially became my bodyguard.  My house is big, so there is more than enough space here. 

            “What’s for dinner?”  Since I wasn’t really paying Kauri for his job, he depended on me for money, and I didn’t really mind.

            “You feel like fast food?”  I wanted something simple and fast.

            “Pizza is on.  Cheese or Pepperoni?”  He sounded like a kid that’s about to get a big present.  Kauri jumped off the couch and ran for the phone.  “You have 30 seconds to decide, boy!  Choose now!”  I just shrugged and a big smile lit his face.  “I choose both!”  He said and started ordering.

            Twenty minutes later the doorbell outside rang.  Since I was excessively popular, I couldn’t just go and open the door my self.  Almost nobody knew where I lived, and I liked keeping it that way.  Kauri made his way to the door and I followed him.  He was taking in the pizzas, but didn’t have hands to pay for them with.  Therefore, I made my way to him to help him out.  The moment he moved enough for me to see, I froze.  There, on the door way was standing the boy with grey eyes.  When he noticed me, his eyes widened.  He made as if to speak but he was obviously too stunned.

            “Need help with these?”  Slowly I made my way to the door and took the pizzas off Kauri’s hands.  He smiled at me. 

            “Thanks bud.  You’re one step ahead of me, as always.”  He turned around and went off to the living room.  “Be right back.”  I smiled at the boy and made a step towards him. 

            “You all right?” I said but the boy continued staring.  “You want to come in?  He’s probably going to take awhile.”  I pulled back and slowly he made his way in.  He was wearing a red shirt and a white jacket, but it looked like so much more.  When he passed by me, I smelled his aftershave.  The scent pulled at something deep inside me.  I felt my pants getting tight and knew that getting hard over something so small is not a good news.

            At that moment, Kauri made his way back.  He looked desperate.

            “Touya, have you seen the money from the table?”  The moment he mentioned my name, the silver haired boy’s mouth opened but no sound came out.  “You feeling ok kid?”  Kauri put his hand on the boy’s shoulder, and squeezed.  “You want to sit down?”  He sounded serious.

            “So, you really are Touya.”  The boy sounded surprised.  “I can’t believe I finally get to meet you.”  He also sounded happy.  I smiled and moved to the side, so Kauri won’t be able to see me being that hard for nothing.

            “And who might you be, then?”  The kid’s eyes were shinning and his smile was lightening his whole face.

            “My name is Amada, Ryo Amada...”  He pulled up his hand waiting for a handshake, but I left him hanging.  It wasn’t because he was human, but because I knew that if I touch him, the feel of his skin on mine is probably going to make my pants too tight to stand.  Kauri bended over him and whispered in his ear.  He was trying to say it loud enough so only the boy would hear him, but my senses were stronger than mere human’s was.

            “Don’t take it personal kid.  He doesn’t like people touching him.  Except S...”  My eyes widened and I interrupted him.

            “That’s enough Kauri.”  He just smiled at me and moved away.  I knew he was going to say Sayo.  He’s being teasing me about him since he became my manager. 

            “So, you got any idea where the money is?”  He cocked his eyebrow and smiled challenging me.

            “If you get these pizzas off my hands, I’ll find them for you.  Why did you have to order two of them any way?”  He got the boxes and I moved towards the kitchen.  Once there, I found the money on the counter.  I made my way back and came into view of Kauri kissing Ryo.  The pizzas were carefully laid on the floor and my bodyguard was giving Ryo full taste of himself.  He had his hands around the boy but then I saw that his eyes were open and he was looking at me.

            “Sorry to interrupt.”  I tried to sound neutral, but I couldn’t control my voice.  I sounded as if somebody has stolen my lollypop.  Technically that’s exactly what had happened.  Slowly Kauri moved away from Ryo and smiled.

            “You’re not interrupting anything.”  He too sounded as if he’s trying to restrain his voice. “Ryo, why don’t you join us for dinner tomorrow?”  His hands were in fists beside him.  Ryo turned around and I saw him flushed bright red.  His grey eyes were wide and unbelieving.  I knew that Kauri was still challenging me, so I played his game.

            “Yeah, Ryo, why don’t you join us tomorrow night?”  I took off my eyes from Kauri and looked straight at Ryo.  “If you’re not at work, that is.”  He blinked few times without answering.

            “Is that really all right?”  He sounded so amused that I couldn’t help but smile.

            “Sure.”  I looked back at Kauri. “Kauri likes you, so why not?”  Kauri’s expression hardened and I knew that I had probably said the wrong thing.  I didn’t care much, though.

            “Yeah, I’ll be happy to.”  Said Ryo and smiled again.  I handed him the money making sure that we didn’t touch.

            “Why don’t you come around 8:30?  Dinner should be ready by then.”  He nodded and went out on his way.  I closed the door and turned around to find Kauri staring daggers at me.

            “What the hell was that?”  He asked and I stopped moving too stunned by his question to answer.  “Kauri likes you so why not?”  He tried to mock copy my voice but it came out as angry yelling.  “What the hell is wrong with you, man?”  He was now in front of me and had his hands on my shoulders.

            “What’s wrong with me, you’re the one kissing him and asking him to join us for dinner.  I only agreed with you.”  I had a disgusted look on my face.  “What is it that’s wrong with me?”

            “You know very well why I did it.”  He said and there was so much pain in his eyes that I had to look away.  “You know very well that it makes me crazy to know that I can’t touch you and here comes a kid that you don’t even know and you get all hard and worked up for him.  How do you think that makes me feel?  I saw the way you were looking at him.  You wanted him bad.  Don’t you know that I would give anything to have you look at me that way?!”  By now, he was shaking me. ”Say something at least.”  I looked back at him.

            “Take your hands off of me.”  My voice sounded as if it could kill.  Fear moved behind his eyes and he moved his hands.  I stepped around him and picking up one of the pizzas, I made my way to my bedroom.  I didn’t look back the whole time.

            Once there, I left the pizza on my night stand and lay down on my bed.  There was no light here, but I didn’t need it because there was nothing I was looking for.  Kauri had made moves on me few months after we became friends.  I had made it very clear that I was not interested.  He hadn’t pushed me since then, so I though it was a one time thing.  True, Kauri was one of my few friends.  Sometimes, I also felt attracted to him, but as I said, I don’t mate with humans. 

            I guess that contradicts with my actions.  As he said, “Here came a boy that I didn’t even know and I got all hard and worked up for him.”  If I hated humans that much, then why was I so attracted to Kauri and Ryo?  In addition, why did I live with Kauri?  My whole mind just didn’t make sense.  With thoughts like that, I fell asleep.

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Skylar:  Did you like it???...please review…

Touya:  Ryo…hmm…he looked cute…but he is a human…and why the hell did Kauri acted this way???

Kauri: Why do you think?*smacks Touya*I already said why!!!!

Touya: Ouch!!!...that’s the second smack I get in this chapter…this story has a bad influence on you plp…you just love hurting me…

Kauri:*putting his hands around Touya’s waist*I can hurt in other ways that you may like…

Skylar:*slowly moving away from them*I wouldn’t do that if I were you Kauri…

Touya:*Growling*Take your hands off me!

Kauri:*jumps and runs off hiding behind Skylar*sorry…

Touya:*looks at Skylar with fire in his eyes*

Skylar:*sigh*calm down Touya…he didn’t mean to make you mad *walks over to him and hugs him herself.  The bond between them relaxes him*

Touya:*looking at Kauri*just don’t touch me anymore…*turns around and removing Skylar’s arms, walks out of the room*

Skylar:*looks disapprovingly at Kauri*now you’ve done it!!!...I told you to wait till the next chapter!!!

Kauri:*looking hurt*sorry…*walks out in the opposite direction  from Touya*

Skylar:*shaking her head*what am I gonna do with this two…*a grin comes to her face*I know what…but it’ll happen in the second chapter…*snicker, snicker*Touya is going to kill me if he sees it before you guys…please review so I can post it sooner, and so I won’t have to worry about Touya finding it…jaa!!!