I feel like I'm headed straight for
A nervous break down
They're asking for smiles but I'm only
Offering frowns
And I'm shaking and tense and
I can't sleep at night
and when she acts like she always does
I'm picking a fight
Watch me while
I push everyone away
I didn't mean to yell so loud
Tell me that she'll stay
I miss you so bad now
I'm wanting to cry
Curl up in this cold bed and
I feel like I'll die
Feel like I'm headed straight for
A nervous break down
They're asking for smiles but I'm only
Offering frowns
And they keep asking me
You feeling okay
I shake my head, I'm not a
Morning person I always say
But it's wearing on me
These drugs and this daze
I want to break out and
Grow out of this faze
I'm sorry I'm bitter and I
Didn't mean to get mad
This tension that rides me it's
Just a little sad
Feel like I'm headed straight for
A nervous break down
They're asking for smiles but I'm only
Offering frowns
They keep wondering will she
Really be alright
Try to keep you on mind baby
So I can sleep at night.