I miss the days when you said Hi..
I miss the mornings seeing your face.
Your sweet smile that stretched across your face.
I loved to hear you talk to me.

Your voice rang out to me...

I can't believe I loved you so much.
I can't believe I cared this deeply.
I can't believe I set my everything into you.
And you didn't realize it at all.
As my heart burned in a pool of fire.

I would watch as it would burn..
The pieces floating heavenly..
I would scream a bit hear and there.
And then a tear would fall..

I wish to..., just not exist..
I don't want to live anymore..
This has been going on for 3 months now..
2years if you count the non telling part.
You make me feel like what's the use anymore.

And like I should have known.
You did forget...
You forgot everything that happened.
But look at me i'm left heartbroken.
I'm filled with memories of you...and there not going away.

Please...just someone kill me today?
..I don't long to live anymore.
I...feel I have... noone to trust.
And there is noone closer to me then..
I guess... myself..

Someone tell me how can I miss you this much?