What Might Have Been

knew the end was near
When I was lonelier with you
Than without
When we ran out of things to talk about
And aimlessly stared

When my organs lurched weakly
Instead of flipping strongly
I knew the end was near then
I was right

Perhaps today you glance my way
Then I'll get that amazing feeling back
Accompanied now by tears
As I fail in lying to myself
Telling myself that I can't be upset over
What might have been
But I am