Crying with the Clouds

The rain drops onto the ground
I sigh and take a look around
nothing left for me to stay for
nothing left to care about anymore
I wipe the rain from my face
and I long for your comforting embrace
I'm over you now, but I still wonder
what it would be like if we were together
I shake my head and continue on
My feelings for you should be long gone
but they aren't
they lie so deep within my heart
I'll blink away the tears
pretending you aren't even near
I walk on, farther and farther
away from the things that bother
me the most, the people I use to care about
the people that now only scream and shout
the thoughts of them brings more tears to my eyes
and I try to forget your hurtful lies
I shake the water from my hair
wishing deep inside that life wasn't so unfair
but I can't change that, so I'll move along
I know that if I try I can stay strong
Just forget the words,
the lies that we told
thinking it'd keep up together
but I was wrong, we aren't friends forever
Pushing away the thoughts of when we were friends
I walk to the place where I can start over again..

The lightening shoots across the sky
along with the clouds, I cry
I miss our friendship more then anything in the world
if only.. if only you could be told
that I only tried to do what was best
but I guess I should just leave it to rest...