Numb Again

I'm numb again
can't feel anything
Once more I'm shunning my friends
Not sure what damage that'll bring
now I feel nothing at all
Maybe that's a good thing
'Cause if I felt emotion now I might fall
I might break anyway
but I'll try to hold steady
Try not to break today
I'll never be ready
to let you go
but now it's too late
At least I use to know
the real you, before fate
decided it was your time to leave..

I don't know what's gonna happen now
I guess I should move on.. but how?
You were my life, my world
but it has now gone cold
Life has fallen down again
and I once more left my friends
in fear of hurting them once more..