Authors note: The poems name was 'I tried' but I changed it because this is
better fitting

Useless

To her my efforts are nothing,
No matter how hard I try
I try to stop
Its like a sickness
I hate it when she's mad
I feel so bad
I wish I could be done with it
But it haunts me
Why can't I just stop?
I know its not funny
And that I need to think before I speak
When it comes out I want to hurt myself,
It hurts inside to know I failed
My efforts are nothing
She still hates me
No matter how hard I may try
I care so much about her
I don't want her sad
I can't understand why she hates me this bad