in a car ride home i was watching my daughter in the backseat, she had just discoverd her toes, listening to bright eyes she hums violen but is terrible at it. seeing her happy made me happy and i wish i could be that happy again. it'd be only an hour before she'd fall asleepfand i was stuck driving without distractions. The trip we were taking will last for months and i feel a deep amount of regret for what i did but i can't turn back time. But now without a home i have to go somewhere i can get one. I don't knwo where that is but it has to be somewhere.

We have $20,000 in a private bank account and $250 from my bank account. I had to do this, no turning back, i've already crossed the border into new jersey. my daughter will never know of this day of our runaway.