Lying here on the floor,
I've never felt so dead before.
I can feel everything seeping out of me,
Leaving me behind...
Empty hearted.
Somehow, I'm missing the point in life.
I'm sitting here,
As helpless as a puppet,
Just waiting for someone to come along and pick me up.
How can I let this happen to me?
Can I just let go?
How can I just give up?
This heartache is building up deep inside of me,
I'm screaming out,
I want to shatter the walls build up around me,
So people can see that it's been so long,
I've been waiting for all of my life to be picked up,
Collecting dust.
I'm just a piece of hate,
Raw, black, and jagged...
Nothing worth saving.
I don't see how I can expect to be saved,
I've done nothing to help myself up.
Looking life straight in the face,
I say no.
I can't take being pushed around,
I can't take it!
How much longer do I have to live?
Depression is like a cancer,
Slowly spreading, invading any confidence,
Taking down my sanity.
I laugh so hard,
I'm unsure of how to be myself,
Forever holding up a mask.
I hide because I hate myself,
I don't want other people to hate me too.
I'm so sick of being lonely,
I would trade anything for happiness,
I'm so tired, do you hear?
I'm this close to an explosion,
And it's unknown what I might do.
I just want to leave...
I just want to be happy...
Is this so much to ask for?
Why?
Why am I here alone in the dark?
I'm trapped, and I'm lost,
But no one gives a damn.
This isn't fair.
I'd do anything to rid myself of the pain.
Obsessions don't fill up my heart,
Nothing does, I'm alone.
Screaming, slicing,
No release is long enough,
Too many feelings clinging to me,
To much pain to leave through small wounds.
The only way to free myself is final.
I've always been a fighter,
All my life...
Is it time I give up?
Tell me,
Is it time I give up?