"Strange Emotions"

If only I could remember
Anything
Wish I didn't feel so gloomy and dumb
Such strange emotions I feel

A shattered heart is all that's left
In me
A torn up mind
That doesn't seem to be broken free

Such strange emotions
That's kept in me
Fills my mind with uncertainty
There's no love and am left with such numbed emotions

Just a shattered heart
And a torn up mind
That's left sickened
To die

Such strange emotions
Nonetheless
Is still kept strong, even through hard distress
Such strange emotions left me bitter throughout the years

Left me with no choice but to continue to live
In tears