Silent Tears

I am all alone
Everything I ever had is gone
I can no longer see
those who care for me
They left me behind it seems
I just want this to be a dream..

The chains of pain twisted around me
I struggle and yet I still can't break free
The silent tears still flow
I'm alone and no one knows
That I am still here
because no one really cares

I wanted was to be cared for
A feeling I don't know anymore
I wanted a friend
someone to stay until the end
Everyone has left me alone
No one cares that my heart is gone

I still care deep down inside my blacking heart
but those I care for are so far apart
I don't know if they care for me, too
I wish I knew
where to go from here
I will never know, I fear

So let me be- I don't belong here anymore
I should have said this before
I knew it would come someday
I thought I would find a way
so it, I could fight
but I should leave tonite

I should leave before in these tears I drown
these tears that fall without sound
These wounds that can't heal
the feelings I can't feel
I should leave them all behind..
because it was all in my mind...