I chose this pain,
Chose this existence,
Above the rest,
It's strange,
This pain is humanising,
Electrifying,
Never lying,
It makes me whole,
Yet burns me down,
I chose this pain,
I chose to hold it,
Chose to let it hold me,
Choke me,
Kill me,
Alone,
This burden is too much,
But I chose this pain,
And I've lost the right to share.