"No One Knows"

Sadness rules over me
As I am pulled down
Upon the darkness
That's set out for me

This heart's been hurted often
With such never ending pain
No one seems to hear me
Or know of my condition

No one seems to know
That I cry every night
With this overwhelming pain
That burns within my heart

I've struggled through life daily
Trying to make the best of things
But it seems that everything around me
Has collided and fallen on me

No one knows
Who I am
I don't know
Why I'm here

Tell me why
I can't be heard
Why doesn't anyone
Seem to notice me

Even so if they do
And they ask me why I'm sad
I'd react by pushing them away
Not wanting anyone know of my condition

All I want is love
But it seems I've lost that too
From someone so dear to me
Who knew of my condition

No one knows
That I'm afraid to be left alone
I'm afraid of my own self
Fear that I'd kill myself one day

Everyone seems to just assume
That I enjoy being alone
But they don't even know me
Or know of my condition

Keeping my sanity
Not wanting to go insane
Although now it seems impossible
Due to my condition

Someone please help me
As I drown deeply into my mind
Keep me away from such insanity
Pull me back into reality

No one knows
Who I am
I don't know
Why I'm here

Tell me why
I can't be heard
Why doesn't anyone
Seem to notice me

Those of you that are
Listening to me as I sing
This deeply saddened song
I know you all may feel pity for me

I don't like to take
Such pity from anyone
Especially when they don't know me
Or know of my condition

You'd only feel saddened for a while
Then the feeling would fade away
Soon I'd be forgotten
Still no one knows me

I feel like dying
Feel that I should stop trying
To live my life
To die with the burdens held within me

I'm done with life's test
I'm done with everything
I just want to stop all feeling in mind
Without another moment of my life spared

No one knows me
Don't think anyone cares
I'm just a walking dead soul
That's wandering about on this earth

No one knows who I am
Or know of my condition