Just a Dream

Sometimes I feel
as though my life
is just a mixed up dream.

Sure I can touch
and taste and see
but are they somethings real?

All of the things
that I've been through
and all that's yet to come

Would seen as if
they were too weird
too happen to anyone.

Sometimes I'm in
a nightmare with
nowhere I can hide.

I can't just pinch
myself and wake
from this slow-paced ride.

So as for now
I'm unclear if
the choices that I make

Are all part of some
complex dream where
I'm unable to awake.