Hanging by a thread, I'm gonna break
because I just don't know
where I'm suppose to go
The tears threaten to fall
but that won't help me at all
So I guess I'll just fake
that all is okay to me
everything is just perfect and happy

You took my heart
again and again
but I don't know if I want more then friends
I can't find where I belong
but these feelings so strong
that tear me and you both apart
as I try to find
sanity of my mind

I hurt you along with myself
as I searched for my way
to the place I long to see someday
I fall apart on the inside
another thing I try to hide
along with everything else
I'll get there some time
when I find where to go in my mind

My longing for something, I don't know what
Words lingering in my head
everything ever said
Everything you were hurt by me
every time I longed to be free
every single razor cut
that lingers still on my arm
all the things that did any harm

I'll find the truth to the lies
I'll find a way to rid myself of this place
I know that I can be replaced
like a broken chair
someone will always be there
to take my place, except maybe they won't have to cry
as much as I have done so
but I'll never know

I'll find some place to find peace
some way, some how
but I'm trapped here for now
I can't breathe, the darkness is too much
I shun away from you, your gentle touch
I want to be released
from this painful place, some way
I long to be free from here some day..