The same silly girl

Look at me now
What do you see?
Am I anything like we thought I would be?
Can you tell I'm alone?
And so scared on my own?
I thought we could have treasures untold,
But all I see now is one big old black hole.
I had love and romance by the bucket.
I had visions and dreams by the ton.
You want my daydreams?
They're in that closest/
But who cares they're not real
I wanted more
I wanted to wake wrapped in your arms
Wanted to see your face each morning
Wanted to look in your eyes before we slept deep.
I wanted a family, wanted a home
Wanted someone to call my own.
I wanted a dream that now never can be.
I wanted so much, gave all I could, but the one thing I couldn't send,
That's what you wanted what you needed to be the one
I don't know why.
I don't know how
But I know something's starting right now.
Now I will change.
Won't be the same,
The same silly girl.