I am sitting at my desk.

And my feet begin to twirl.

My face is turning red.

and I feel i'm about to fall to the floor.

I look up at the desk in front.

And pray that he won't turn around.

And as if god planned the moment well he gently takes my hand.

I gasp in shock.

And start feeling red hot.

As I look into his eyes, scared of what he'll do to me today.

He leans towards me.

I feel is body on impact.

As his faces brushes past my cheek and leanes toward my ear.

"I love you" he whispers.

this shocking me more

He lookes back at me and cups a hand under my chin.

I close my eyes and let my mouth open a little.

He leanes in for the Kiss.

Both of us are locking.

The tight embrace is ever lasting.

But the feeling doesn't ..exist.

And I feel like it ment nothing to me.

I try to hide, what I thought I wanted.

And now I don't understand.

Was it supposed to feel empty? Is this a real kiss? Just what happened?

He backs away from me as if it wasn't ment to be.

And I look away, not blushing ofcourse.

But thankfully happy that it all ended ok.

With his last kiss, planted on my lips.

I reach to them, hoping for a bitter drop of bliss to help me after.

And nothing but emptiness, as I close my eyes.

Sighing suddenly..for that unexpected suprize...