The blade screams out to cause me harm,
It won't let go, it grabs my arm,
It pulls me close, whispers my name,
It wants to give me pain again.
It cuts my skin, releases blood,
My tears trickle then they flood,
I cry for help- come rescue me!
I'm someone I don't want to be.
As the light begins to fade,
I finally see the price I've paid,
I gave up my faith too fast,
To gain release from my cruel past.
So as I lie here, all alone,
Drenched in the hate I've always known,
Please spare a single thought for me,
For the girl I want to be.