My demise
why is it that when the sun rises, my heart sets?
why is it that dark completes me, yet I can not bear it?
why is it that you know I can not take this alone, yet do not aide?
how can you stand from afar and simply watch, please tell me because I don’t get it

why can you just stare, whatever changed?
I need you to help me
how come whenever I see you I can only glare?
have I lost all of those feelings?

while I swallow my pride and reach out,
how can you step back?
what have I done to hurt you, to deserve this hurt?
your heart that I once knew has turned black?

If you can not do it for me, can you do it for the times?
the times we were close, much better than friends...
what of those you bastard?
is this really how you want this to end?

this is what would happen if I told you,
all this is what I see when I gaze into those lethal, cutting, beautiful grey eyes...
so you see, if I told you
It would be you to bring me to my total demise