I turned away from the look in your eyes,
The guilt forming in unwanted demise,
You snapped my heart in two from my mistake,
My tears spilling and forming a lake,
I love you too much with my beaten heart,
I thought being with you was a fresh start,
I guess I was wrong and I guess I was stupid,
You fucking coward, you're no cupid.

You couldn't even say the put-down to my face,
My heart was tightening as if squeezed by lace,
The tears spilled like a waterfall,
As those very words just ended it all,
You won't even look at me- it's like I'm not here,
Being ignored by my world is my greatest fear,
My life just collapsed when you ended my passion,
My world just seemed to go out of fashion.

I thought we would still end up as friends,
Sew up the hate and all the loose ends,
I thought we would laugh in happiness and smile,
Not turn your nose to me in denial,
I thought you would still love me- even as a friend,
I didn't think you'd let my life end,
And let the rumours spread like wild-fire,
And make you friend spew out that I'M the liar.

The little mother-fucker said I never deserved you,
It's not like she would, even though she loved you too,
Too much, she was an obsessed fan-girl,
And fan girl of you, Anton, oh I'd love to hurl,
All over her pretty, preppy clothes and set them alight with a neverending
match,
I'd laugh at her pathetic attempts as she tried to catch,
The ash.

I know we'll never survive together,
I know we'll never die together,
I'll remember the happy things but I'll still loathe the fact,
Is the way that you seem to always act,
You seemed to love me when you saw fit,
Drenched my hopes in sodden shit,
I'll always love you, never forget that,
I'd take you back at the drop of a hat....

That's about my ex-boyfriend Anton. He dumbed me after this rumour got
around school that I was saying shit about this boy that died in 2002,
which I DIDN'T do. Everyone was involving him so he dumped me. Then his
fucking little friend Laura Wilkinson came upto me and said 'You never
deserved him, you never gave him any respect and he's better off without
you.'
I practically fucking worshipped him.