choices haunt me in the night
with every step i lose the fight
inside me this pain grows strong
and in my heart i know its wrong
tormented by all that is around
my heart has been run aground
all that ive made me to be
has broken down and shattered me
fighting for the unseen goal
eyes unseeing all the full
darked by the night in day
all my thoughts just wash away
seeping red within the stream
dilluting all that i seem
carrying all that i hold dear
carry me away from here
golden blue within the dawn
flying hearts just as gone
greenest nails inside the being
not blind but just not seeing
hovered grounds of palest blue
catching in the tangled snew
reflecting all we ought to see
but never do i see me
choosing all within the deep
trickel through glue and seep
hanging on the broken sea
wishing you would please choose me