One day in my winter break
I thought I saw you in my dreams
Did you see me as well?
I don't think so
It was snowing really hard that day
With the wind howling at the window beside me
And the ground blending into the nearly-white sky
I lied on my bed, imagining a great grass prairie
With you by my side
Imp thinking of everything about you
Your love
Your hate,
Your likes
Your dislikes,
Your joy
Your sadness,
Your dreams
Your reality,
Your past
Your future,
And mostly
Your feelings
For me
I wish that one day
I will have the courage to tell you my feelings
I have kept them for so long
I dare not tell my friends
I dare not tell my family
I dare not tell my peers
And especially not you
As I look out the window
With all the snow and the ice
I wonder off
Thinking of how to blend in
To your part of the world
Is it ever possible?
For you to look into my heart
Knowing how I feel without telling you?
If there is a way
I would really use it
To make you know me better
To thinking that all this will make me die without regrets
It was that fateful day
When I felt I was going up
Into heaven
I faintly saw you
Finally beside me
Are those tears I see?
In your eyes
That looks so sad?
Are those for me?
I know i'm going
To a place where I can finally look over u
To fulfill my love for u
Aren't you happy for me?
So why are you crying,
At my side?
All I wish now
Is for you to hold me close
To your heart
Where I can guard it
For eternity.