The night's so long... my bed so cold
With thoughts of you to get me along
How I long to hold your hand
Caress your hair and pull you near
Oh my dear, I wish you'd come over here
I start to feel good... but then reality crashes
No, it's only in my head, my heart fills with lead
Over powered by the feeling of dread
Shamefully going lower. Still in my head
My angel.. so perfect and pure
How I could never lure
Oh the night's so long...
But for this moment, my fantasies take me
As I moan out your name... there is no shame