My girlfriend is starting to hate me
My school work is destroying me
My hockey dreams are gone out the window
And the walls of life are closing in on me
Also closing the door to my future
Ever so slowly the door closed at first
But now its pace quickens as my life falls apart more and more
The light and warmth of love and happiness is leaving my soul
And I realized that there is nothing left for me here
And just as I'm about to end it all and the darkness surrounds me
A light shines through making me realize that I have friends and family
that have always been there to support me and help me get through
With this light of love and warmth bringing me the littlest bit of hope I
know I will become triumphant and conquer my fears and sadness and blow the
door to the future wide open again.
Somehow I will get through the pain and insanity
Even though I want it all to end.