Only in my dreams can I have what I want

In reality, people call me crazy and insane

They don’t realize the pain they cause me

But I guess I only have myself to blame

Here I am again, singing the same song

I can’t believe I haven’t learned my lesson yet

Everyone else believes it is wrong

So I’m better off on my own

I can’t believe I actually thought they would help me

I’ve been stupid to think things would go differently

It seems to be the only way my heart can go

Deeper and deeper into a downward spiral

I guess I’m so used to heartburn and heartache

That I do all I can to get it without knowing

I’m a fool, I know, for goodness sake

But if I had one chance, I would take that last embrace

When everything around me seems so distant

When everything is too far away to see

I’ll dream of the time that will never come to pass

When I’m in your arms, holding my last breath...