Here I am, thinking
about the pain I've caused
and the lives I've torn
and the tears that were shed for me

But I can't control it.
You gotta understand that.
These feelings I have
are a part of who I am.
I wish I weren't like this,
but I am who I am.

I said I loved you
please believe that's true.
But that doesn't change
what I feel inside
and the thoughts in my mind

But I can't control it.
You gotta understand that.
These feelings I have
are a part of who I am.
I wish I weren't like this,
but I am who I am.

I'm so sorry,
I wish I could be different.
I guess wishes don't change a thing.

But I can't control it.
You gotta understand that.
These feelings I have
are a part of who I am.
I wish I weren't like this,
but I am who I am.

But I can't control it.
You gotta understand that.
These feelings I have
are a part of who I am.
I wish I weren't like this,
but I am who I am.