my boyfriend is blind,
thats right he cannot see.
but he takes me to the movies,
and shares all my beliefs.
he tells me that im beautiful,
altho he cannot see.
that i tower over him,
becuase im 6 foot three.
we must look awkward together,
but he doesn't seem to care.
on our 6 month anaversery,
he bought me a rose.
he said it smelled nice,
and of course he was right.
but this rose you see was dead,
not clinging onto life.
but it didn't matter,
the inside only counts.
when he went to the hospital,
so they could fix his eyes.
i thought maybe i should go,
so he doesn't see me next.
jumping into the cab,
he came running towards me.
he took me by the hand,
and he told me that he loves me.
i knew that he was right,
i knew he'd never lie.
he still wanted to be with me,
as ugly as i am.
we stayed together,
for 6 more years of "us"
but then he got sick agian,
and spoiled all the fun.
when he got out he did not hug me,
becuase you see.
he left in a wooden box,
he left me.
and as i stared down,
at what was to be lost.
i thought of the rose,
and how much it ment to us.
i took it from my pocket,
and laid it there for him.
I missed all of the times,
i wish what could have been.
i know he didn't leave me,
liek i thought he had done.
he still is in my head,
telling me to move on.
i walked away from him that day,
and tried to find the sun.
the best 8 years of my life,
were spent in his arms.
and now hes gone, not coming back,
and thats all he has done.
i want to be mad,
i want to be mean.
but i can't becuase,
he burnt a hole in me.
i miss him everyday,
and to him ill always be.
beautiful in his eyes,
even if they cannot see.