Random Thoughts
Boredom, staring at the wall.
Perplexity, waiting for a call.
My hands in my pockets, looking
at the floor. I patiently wait for
a knock at the door. A fuse much
shorter, I'm shaking head to toe.
The intensity mocks me as it grows.
In my head I hear.
Random thoughts, random thoughts,
running through my head. Random
thoughts random thoughts, voices of the
dead. I think about my sanity I wonder where
its gone. Am I going out of my mind?
Deadly, got to get away.
Insanity, closer every day.
A knife in my stomach, tearing at my soul.
It's maddening willing the pain to dull.
Emotion, makes my throat close up.
Threats, to slice me up and cut.
A fuse much
shorter, I'm shaking head to toe. Prayers
for mercy mock me as tears flow.
And in my head I hear.
Random thoughts, random thoughts,
running through my head. Random
thoughts random thoughts, voices of the
dead. I think about my sanity I wonder where
its gone. Am I going out of my mind?