As they say, let the words flow.

Here.I can only spread what I believe may be the most passionate of every one of my sessions and words. Forget all of the world. All I wish to do at this point is justify the feelings that I've felt for so long, although I haven't had the guts or mind to do so.

As you all is nothing in the world that can make me happier than , you have yet to realize how much I love her. This is no ordinary entry. I truly don't know how to say it, but I feel as if every burden that I've ever had has been lifted. I've been through so much this week, although only ten minutes in this place has lifted it all. It's as if the world is perfect, thanks to her. The beauty and grace that I get to experience every day is nothing less than amazing. I feel grateful to God himself that he allows me to see such elegance.

You all have no idea what it's like to be so in love that it almost tears you apart inside to not just grab the one you love and pull them into a totally different world. How do you cope with such a thing? I'm constantly finding myself grasping my own shoulders in the effort to refrain from taking her into my arms. She's not even a model, and doesn't have overloads of money. She's not from some prestigous family, and she's not special to those around her. She's never walked down a runway doing some stupid fashion show, and she's not some superstar from TV. However, you all seem to not get what I'm trying to say.

She couldn't be any more perfect to me. This one young woman..she's only sixteen years old, but yet I don't think her beauty could get any more out of control. Have you ever looked at something, and wonder why God took so much damn time to make it? As if his purpose was to show everyone that he is the ONE true god, and that whatever he does is MORE than perfect? Have you ever looked in a mirror, and that person can be reflected just as easily as your OWN reflection?

It's not that I can't fathom 's just that grasping it is a privilege I can't really accept without wanting to get on a knee and thank God for the billionth time. What makes her so special you ask? What makes her so special that I'd dedicate a part of fictionpress to her.? Well, the answer is rather simple. She's always been loyal to me, and she's always loved me for me. No matter what I do, no matter what I say, no matter what day it is or what mood I'm 's always loved me the same. She's always willing to provide whatever I need, and tell me her darkest that means eternal life for me.

So if you want hints as to the perfect girl, then if I were to name my baby's qualities then there would be NO way that you would say that can't be right. She's never let me down, and she has YET to disappoint me in any shape, form, or fashion. I love you, that will NEVER change. Not as long as I have breath in my body, and energy to see, smile, hold, kiss, and adore you. Ja matta ne, to whomever has read this.