I'm falling
falling through a sea of black.
Not being able to ever look back.
Not being able to look at the past,
and correct the corruption that has gone by so fast.
I'm dry
dry like the desert with water never near
no tears left to cry through all of my fears.
not being able to cry through the pain
not crying after losing again.
I'm dead
dead on the inside, and no one to see
no one can see what is happening to me.
I put on a face to fool my life,
but who am I kidding,
Why is all this happening?
why can't you see?
maybe one day I'll die
and I can run away from me.
I'm alone
alone with no one here beside me.
no one here to help steer and guide me.
no one knows what goes on inside.
and no one knows how hard I tried.
I'm blind,
blind in all ways of living,
my whole life has gone to waste
I cannot see, whats happening to me,
Yet I know.
I still don't know why I am here.
I don't know why I keep breathing.
Hopefully ill find the truth one day
But for now I keep on living