Hurting on the inside
As I watch grey clouds pass me by
A deeper reflection of these emotions deep inside
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I never truely sleep in slumber
Haunted by memories and wishful dreams
By day I wonder caught in this web
Falling, falling into myself
The mist of illusions and emotion
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I know the truth of this harsh reality
You shall never feel the same way
All I wanted to say was so many things
Never whispered to you by my lips
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It end tonight
If I only I dream
That this, that that was false nothing
Nothing that ever has and ever will
Ever existed except in my mind
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Watching grey clouds pass me by
I remember your smile and your kindness
That you were my brightest star
In my sky of brooding darkness
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Your words were a song
Your voice a melody
That made me believe I could sour
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Than it came, that final day
When life took its usual turn
And I saw you back away
To save all nothing of the school world
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Binding, lying rules of this world
Stealed away my sunshine on a rainy day
The one person who understood me
Day by day
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I hope, if only
Time will heal
My forbidden, our forbidden feelings will fade?
A truth or a lie, a mystery of the mind
This I will never know
But one day I soon hope
That you will be my sunshine again