~~Part of me won’t go away

Loneliness.

~~Everyday reminded how much I hate it

Why can’t it just leave me alone?

~~Weighted against the consequences

It’s pulling me down…

~~Can’t live without it so it’s senseless

Though if it leaves, I don’t know what I’ll do…

~~Wanna cut it out of my soul

I want it gone, no matter what!

~~And just live with a gaping hole

I can learn to live with it! I swear I can!

~~Take control of my life

I want to know myself! Is that so wrong?

~~And wash out all the burnt taste

I don’t want to remember anything about it!

~~I made the problems in the first place

All of it is my fault, my mistakes… taking over my life…

~~Hang my head low ‘cause it’s part of me

It’s taking over me!

~~Ya hardly see right next to the heart of me

Everyone will see all of it soon…

~~Heard of me the routine scar… New cuts cover where the old ones are

Hurting myself only makes it worse…

~~And now I’m sick of this

Will it ever end?

~~I can’t stand the sandpaper thoughts that grade on my sanity

Leaking away, very slowly, I can feel it…

~~I rather not even be then the one that’s staring in the mirror through me

Am I not a real person anymore?

~~Cut myself free willingly

If I could, I would.

~~Stop just what’s killing me

I have to end it!

~~I feel it everyday
~~I feel I made my way
~~I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside
~~Swallowing me

It is! It IS swallowing me!

~~Freedom can be frightening if you've never felt it

Changed so quickly…

~~Once it’s been dealt with you feel like you’ve been touched by something angelic

So much better…

~~And then melted down into a pool of peace

So much clearer…

~~Cease to be the animal you used to be

I’m not the broken something that I used to be…

~~Remove the broken parts you know were wrong

How could I have let this take over me?

~~And feel the karma when the problem’s all gone

Everything feels so much better…

~~And then you start to see another piece of yourself that you can’t let be

There’s still something that must stay hidden…

~~Take it to the depths of the bottom of the well

And it will…

~~And now you know you can choose to lose the part in your heart
~~Where your insides bruised

Should I? Or should it be let out?

~~You can live if you’re willing to

I am! Really, I am!

~~Put a stop to just what’s killing you

I’m working on it!

~~(Alive in me, inside of me, a part of me screams away silently
~~This part of me won’t go away, part of me won’t go away
~~Everywhere I look around I see how everyone aught to be
~~Every time I see myself I see there’s always something wrong with me)

It’s almost gone! Let it go! Let it go, goddammit!

~~I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside, swallowing me
~~I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside, swallowing me

Here it comes again…

[[ Linkin Park’s “Part of Me”… a song that you have to get on an EP of theirs, it’s not on their normal Cds… I love this song, and I thought I could do something with it, I hope you enjoy.. And I don’t own this song! *Frito the Great* ]]