my only wish

I'm sorry I have wrinkles
and I'll never pass 5 feet
I'm getting uglier as days go by
more and more a beast

I'm sorry I'm covered in acne scars
and don't have a patch of clear skin

(I'll never get married, but that'll be my fault, too)

my hair is frizzy and my teeth are discolored and misaligned and I'm sorry
but I can't change it

I'm sorry I'm not cute anymore
and boys find me repulsive
and I can barely make friends
I don't know what I'm doing wrong

and I have a stupid voice, sorry for that, too

I'll never be pretty like Reina
never a skinny supermodel with silky skin and emerald eyes

I'm sorry mom
You never wanted a kid like this
I just wish you loved me anyway