Never Utopia

Never from this did the heavens me protect-
Eternity in hell is where I am instead.
Vanity and ignorance scorch me;
Every lie will a truth soon be.
Rectidude is yet to be seen.

Understanding never came
To preserve me from this hate.
Oblivion fails and cruel indifference
Passes as human.
Idealism is a sin
After all it never was.