Henry's Ballad

Pushing me to the edge,
My disorder is a wedge,
Holding the door open,
For my irreality to come again,
The medicine I take,
Makes an attempt to break,
That wedge holding the door,
That wedge that makes me sore,

Hopefully time will heal you,
And then we can be one made of two,
And even if you say you are through,
At least you'll know I'll always love you,

Loving you is all I can do,
Hating you, I'd never pull through,
Suddenly you walk into my life,
You pulled me away from the knife,
I keep asking you not to leave,
All I can say is please, please, please,
But the insanity that has entered your heart,
Is tearing the two of us farther apart,

Hopefully time will heal you,
And then we can be one made of two,
And even if you say you are through,
At least you'll know I'll always love you,

Understanding doesn't equal agreement,
Even as you leave me there's still something you sent,
All that you taught me, I know what to do,
It is the only way I can show my love to you,
The God you have faith in has caused nothing but pain,
All that you hoped for has left you in vein,
But even as the darkness clouds your mind,
My love for you is all you will find,

Hopefully time will heal you,
And then we can be one made of two,
And even if you say you are through,
At least you'll know I'll always love you,

Breaking your body,
Sinking again,
For ten long years,
This is what you have been,
How could you have dragged me,
Into this mess?
You didn't want to hurt me,
So why'd I insist?

Hopefully time will heal you,
And then we can be one made of two,
And even if you say you are through,
At least you'll know I'll always love you,

Did all that affection,
Change your direction,
You said lets just be friends,
I should have known i'd be making amends,
I slept with you, and finally felt wanted,
I slept with you, and all that had haunted,
My soul disappeared,
My love was never speared,

Hopefully time will heal you,
And then we can be one made of two,
And even if you say you are through,
At least you'll know I'll always love you,

The arrow that shot right through my heart,
I have never feared Eros until that part,
I chose you over two people I knew,
Because they only drove me askew,
I had hoped you would love me,
But as I see,
That love you could show,
Was driven away by a belief that says no,

Hopefully time will heal you,
And then we can be one made of two,
And even if you say you are through,
At least you'll know I'll always love you,