Lonely Entered And Lonely Leave

A spiritual lonely
I’ve always felt this
I could be with millions
And feel no bliss

Even with the world right there
I feel like the only one
So alone in this universe
Nothing that anyone could have done

I have friends in many forms
But the night hurts the worst
I pull the razors along my legs
Not the last cut not the first

When day surrenders to the moon
I climb into my bed
Black tears staining white
I wish so much to be dead

There’s no one here laying beside me
No one here to protect me from the dreams
I pull my hair out and smash glasses
So much pain, I can only scream

Why does everyone find
The one that’s meant to be
But not I’m all alone
No one will love me

I blamed for a time everyone but me
I couldn’t see anything but despair
Lonely I came into this world and lonely I’ll leave
I just wish someone would care.