Authors Note: This is a mix about my ex boyfriend and my shitty ass life.

My Life

I think I'm strong
But I'm not
And all I can do is cry
But I'd rather die
Than drown in my tears
And be devoured in all my fears

Sometimes there's no way
That I can get through the day
There's no way
I can do it
And this fucked up life isn't gonna pay
I won't go to heaven
But to hell
Or maybe I'll just end up in jail

Chorus:
The world revolves around you
You're the only person that matters.
And all you see is black and white patterns
And all I see is red and white flesh
Being torn away
From the bone
Leaving nothing
This girl's home grown

If I were to die
Murdered in cold blood tomorrow
None of you would care
To think about the girl with the black hair
What was eating me deep down inside
I cannot hide
When you said you cared
Deep down I knew you lied
But inside I just wanted to feel your love cover my whole body
Hoping that you would always be mine

Everything comes to an end or so they say
But who would have thought you'd forget about me
And go off and get laid
You promised you'd never cheat
You promised you'd never lie
And all that's left is a million broken promises
A shattered heart
And a few truthful lies

Chorus:
The world revolves around you
You're the only person that matters.
And all you see is black and white patterns
And all I see is red and white flesh
Being torn away
From the bone
Leaving nothing
This girls home grown

What in the hell have I done?
I thought I had the world in my hands.
I had your love and your kisses
And that could get me through all the pain and the shittiness
But you'd rather not keep your pants zipped
Then keep the girl you love in your heart
My whole worlds just been flipped.
And nothings left in my heart but a broken dart

Chorus:
The world revolves around you
You're the only person that matters.
And all you see is black and white patterns
And all I see is red and white flesh
Being torn away
From the bone
Leaving nothing
This girls home grown