A/N: I know this is a little strange and kind of out there, but I have been
so confused all day long that my thoughts are just in a jumble right now.
Hope you enjoy! Please r&r!
As I greet you I see a look of worry and sadness in your eyes
Knowing what is about to come I try to step out while I still can
But then you say it, the most dreaded words I will ever here:
All I want to be is friends right now.
You end it easily as if it was something you had been meaning to say for a
long time
Crushing my hearts and spirits and love for you all at the same time
I don't understand, I'm so confused
Why must you hurt me?
I thought we had been happy and I thought it was going to last forever
But the second I show that I really love you,
You rip my heart out and watch it bleed slowly in your hand
And you will continue to torture me forever.
A new feeling arises inside of me
That quickly pushes away the love I had felt for you everyday since we had
been together
Causing tears of anger, tears, and frustration pour down my face
It's a fire inside of me that never wants to see anybody every again.
Yet at the same time I know I will always love you
You gave me the world and happiness to make it through everyday life
You were my everything
And I will always be able to hold onto this.
As I wipe the tears away from eyes
I know I will slowly recover and move on
Even though I feel like a deer being hunted by a hungry hunter
I know I will recover.
I regain control of myself once again
Knowing that you didn't mean me harm
But are you so oblivious to the fact that you owned me?
Why must you discard me like a rotten pair of underwear?
Why do you hurt me so?