I Hate You

I hate you

Every time you breathe

Every breath you draw in,

It's like poison, as it scrapes my skin

Every time, you say you love her, I will hate you more

Everything you touch melts into a black pile of trash

I hate you, the way you loved me

When you ran you ran you fingers threw my hair, saying you loved me

When your words wrapped me into a cocoon, warm and safe

When your fingers entwined with mine,

Tugging me along, playful little child, not

I hate everything about you

The way you make me laugh

How you made me so mad

The way you kissed me, just a touch, the lightest of breezes

I hate you

You made me cry

You made me mad

Everything you said, were words of honor, just garbage now

It sits in a corner, haunting me

When you swept my floor, I wish you had swept your self away

I hate you

When you said, I love her

My fingers itch, longing for you neck

The blade calls me, dares me to pick it up,

The scissors, they cut me, cut my voice, blocking my words

I hate you!!

Could I scream it?

Could I kill you with it?

Could I? Could I?

Could I hate you?

No, when you said you loved her, loved her more than me, I cried

No, when you said I was garbage, trash, a tramp, I believed it

No, I couldn't hate you, I couldn't kill you

You killed me first.