These feelings of indecision
Clouding memories of yesterdays
Every broken heart deserves revision
Every broken soul
Every made up vision come to life
All people deserve happiness
And the calm after every storm
Worthy of proximity
The touch of another
The scent of the ocean
The taste of sugar
Every smile
And every tear dropped
Every lonely stare
And every good thing chosen
This existence is fading me
Washing me away from me
This losing of the self is ripping at my heart
But every wayward step to redeem
Is one more chance of a fallen angel
One less angel free
Another actor's part
Life is like a play
Another broken doll
Another wasted day
Another useless start
I watch it fade away
Fade away
-sarah meyer
-3/7/04
-a.n.-about false hopes, getting your hopes up, going for something and
failing. disappointment.