Falling Away

I want to care

It is in my grasp,

but so far away, it seems

The grasp I had on it is slipping

I just let it go

Let it float away like everything

Everything...

I want to care so much

But everything is gone

Nothing matters...

It's all a joke

One big joke on me

Everyone seems to be lauging

But I just stand there and cry

Because I know how utterly useless I am

I try so hard to care

But everything has melted away

And what was left is gone

I tried to damn hard to care

but it all went away

It all just fell away...